evErytHing iN mY liFe jUst fAil!!!

I'm being unlucky for my WHOLE LIFE...

Seems never success for important points in my life along this 20 years...

I already told myself not to have too much expectation...

But still, my life FAILED!!!

FAILED!!! FAILED!!! FAILED!!!

What all these to me? Why me? What else I can do for these?

  What if I didn't get success too for my appeal?
- Continue further study in college university or college? Then what for I studied Form 6?!
- Right away start working? Without degree, could I get high pay in the future?!
- Do nothing? I'll totally get nothing!!!
- End up this meaningless life? I really want to...then everything is settled, I don't have to face these all...