1C Citizen exam...messed up my mood!!!

We went to SPKS to take the 1C Citizen exam on Wednesday, that's the date lecturer fixed for us.
We got there and start setting everything for exam, but after 2 hours the people in charge there asked us to take exam again on the next day seems there're some technical problems. Alright, we did it as what they said and went there again on Thursday evening, which is yesterday. Oh well, my friends could start their exam but me...NOT!!!

I went out early in the morning to library to get online as well as possible of course. Xiu Qin seems like doesn’t really like to share her broadband internet with me any more…well, this is just what I guessed. So I always remind myself with this “Don’t rely on others, do everything yourself”.

Thursday is the 2^nd time I walked in to SPKS for the 1C Citizen exam. The 1^st exam was Wednesday, I stayed in SPKS right after finished my tutorial class of Life-span Development. Yesterday we spent about 2 hours for waiting them to solve technical problems, but at the end they can’t solve it too and so, they asked us to get there again on the other day, which is yesterday – Thursday. OK, fine…We just followed what they said seems exams before held in UMTP and that’s the 1^st time they had it in SPKS might not set up as well though. I went in to SPKS again today to take the exam. I reached there around 5.30p.m.. The others started their log in and started their exam as well. But mine, I changed from one seat to another for different computer to use. 1^st computer’s problem is bad network connection. 2^nd computer’s problem is can’t get to start exam. Then they tried others computer for me too of course…3^rd, 4^th, 5^th, 6^th……I was getting irritated in there. I was wondering, how come there’s only mine can’t log in for exam? What’s wrong with my account? Oh please c’mon~ After half an hour, Xiu Qin done her exam and went to her English class. After another half an hour, they asked me to get there AGAIN for the exam!!! At the moment, I was like…WTF!!! Hey guys, I’m just a student and this is the program y’all asked us to participate and yea, we did it. But what now?! Asked me to get in there SPKS for 3 times?! Hey!!! I don’t have car and SPKS is not short distance for me to walk in there!!! Are you fooling me?! One last chance…if y’all still can’t make it, you guys owe me a certificate!!! It’s not I’m the one who don’t want to take the exam but you guys and the stupid computer so useless.

Some people asked me to believe on others, get help from others, don't always be an island. OK, I tried. But...reality and experiences always tell me “NO ONE IN THIS WORLD YOU CAN BELIEVE, BESIDES YOUR OWN SELF!” I shouldn’t gave so many chances to this reality. I’m not sure whether is it I’m so unfortunate all the way since I’d born or else. Whenever I started to believe anyone rely anyone, there’s always a voice telling me not to do that. Thus, I’m trained NOT TO BELIEVE by REALITY. No one will be excluded, no matter family, friends, siblings, cousins and etc. 

Today I went there again, after few minutes we tried, it still not working...
Thus, he asked me to get back there AGAIN next week...
WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY DOING!!!
You guys wasting my time !!!
SHIT!!!

You guys messed up my mood of the days!!!