A few days before, I'm enjoying my songs and videos in my room. Suddenly, my dad and mum come into my room and ask me to stop my videos because my two brothers said that the video I open in Youtube made the internet lag. I don't have any games or online games to play, the thing I only have is to watch videos from Youtube and my songs from Youtube too. They do this is just not to let me use internet. This is not only once. I work and study in school but no one see my hard,they just see what I do at home. I can tell the truth, my brain not really work very well, always forget about these and that. My thinking also not so good, difficult to solve new question with the same teori of study.But this year,since the Form 6 started, I tried more hard than before in Form 1 till Form 5. All of my friends can see that in Form 1 till Form 5 in secondary school i really cannot focus while teacher teaching. Especially history, chemistry, and biology. The reason I only can tell is I din't follow up what teacher taught from the starting and my brain can't understand them at all not even a small part of a chapter.The only I can do for these is to try my best to memories some of the chapter and teori of the subject to handle my test, if not my examination paper will just be blank.
This year I really listen to every subject in school even Pengajian Am , Pengajian Perniagaan and Ekonomi I haven never know about them. Now, I know the best is Pengajian Perniagaan within these three subjects. Pengajian Am I can understand a bit a bit, not at all because there are a lot of "Perkara" and "Undang" and "Akta" to remember and understand them.....But I still focus when teacher teaching in class. Even I will study the books and chapter teacher going to teach before the lesson. The only thing I can do to make me easy to understand while teacher teaching in class. As I promise my parents that I will work more hard than before and I really doing, but they will never see about them.....My friends who know me since before, they surprised that I will study books in the early morning in school canteen. They will ask me that why are you so hardworking of starting study the chapter teacher haven taught. I tell them that I din't get tuition for Form 6 because I know that tuition will make me more blur and tired as teacher in school and teacher in tuition may teach in different speed and the way they teach. Ekonomi is the subject I can't understand the most because teacher ask us to buy the books and she was not teaching using the books all the way since the starting of Ekonomi lesson. She just teaches us using the note she printed but it is confused as there is some part different from books and she was teaching faster and faster. Before I understand the part she taught, she just continue her lesson. I ask her after that then she will just say the things same in the lesson before. This shows that no help to me. And there is a lot of short form using in Ekonomi but teacher said that those short form can't use while examination.Then why is she teaching using those short form?Din't she know that this will confuse us? Such a stupid idiot teacher teaching us.....How a bad luck always happen on me?
Chinese teacher haven start her lesson using books yet.She just have a revision with us with the things we learned before, to confirm that all of us know about those. So that she can continue her lesson well. MUET teacher is nice. Teacher told us that we have the test of Listening, Speaking, Writing and Reading. These will be new to us as the tests were different with those tests before. The writing must be more words and the topic will be more difficult than before. She understand our difficult so she teach us patiently and slowly and nicely. Even our first try on Speaking, teacher said that its ok for us as its a new try for us. Teacher just wanna us to try to speak out our own thinking about the title, and how we will present them. The result is teacher said that it is good for the new try, at least we have idea and we able to speak them out as there are seniors before who can't even bring out her idea and thinking about title.
The problem with me that my parents feel that is they din't see me do school work at home. The reason I tell them is there is no work for us as all of the work teacher given, we have to finish in the lesson and hand in the work before bell rings and not allow to do at home even din't finished the works.
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